May 26, 2009

熟悉

熟悉的感觉仍然存在。
很好。

有一段时间我总觉得我们难得的友情还有缘分变了质,
因为那一份一起合作的功课。
很不自在,因为就算面对面,
我们的话题在空中消失了。
谈的也只不过是一些表面的话题。
不知你是否感觉到了。

很谢谢你的一直努力。
或许对你来说那不是努力,
但是我深深觉得,没有那一份尽心,
我们一起曾经一起的努力和疯狂便散了。
但是今天,我知道感觉回来了。
虽然仍是有些词穷,
但是我知道至少那股忽然的陌生在崩塌中。

我很感谢你,真的。
因为你不曾缺席过,当我在围墙里将近瓦解时。
希望我也不会缺席与你的生活,
尽管我们之间距离慢慢增长中。

"我们害怕了坚强,最后也放弃了坚强"

7 comments:

  1. hello~我来留言了
    虽然是不知道可以来说写什么==
    不过只是想让你知道我来过 哈

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  2. cai hong..jiayou jiayou..
    u so good lo..ur time table..
    eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
    i wan dis kind time table la..
    so nice lo..hehe
    why u din online msn de?fas online la hehe..
    wat time wan go eat kinsahi haha..

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  3. vivian :
    哈哈!谢谢你哦!虽然不知道要留什么还是留了。

    Jia Hong :
    还要kinsahi吗?能不能找点便宜的地方啊?
    最近花钱有点过火了啦。

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  4. hey, yesterday while i was looking at ur blog in the library. nic jack came and saw ur blog. and he asked why u didn't link him.

    i will come and leave msg later.

    may u be well, peaceful and happy

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  5. it has been a great yr,
    even though sometimes there are disappoinment and fear.

    and i am glad i can share my life with the ADP friends and my housemates.
    that is why i will definitely miss you guys.

    i wil never forget you say that you wanna accompany me bac to burger king to get my wallet when i accidentally left it there.

    and this is the beginning of another new year.
    maybe what v go thru will be different,
    but v can still share our happiness and sadness with each other.

    you will start to be a gd teacher
    have a chance to interact with a korean family
    and learn how innocent a child can be

    then you and kee hee can start to talk bout politis
    kee hee definitely has much influence
    maybe one of the reasons you become interested with politics is bcoz of kee hee
    maybe suddenly you are so interested in politics, you will consider taking american gov next semester.

    and then you will start another new sem
    taking different course that allows you to mingle with friends from different background
    and then there are the juniors
    maybe you can order them to help you to buy food (haha, but you will definitely not bully them)

    and maybe you will end up in wisconsin
    the uni which our idol went and pursue his studies
    dr adnan said that is a beautiful school

    and i will be on the look out of hairy, israeli guys too...haha...influenced by someone again.

    i will pray for you
    may you be well, peaceful and happy.

    p/s : i still not yet start reading ur jodi picoult's novel as i am still reading memoirs of geisha.

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  6. it is the beginning of another great yr

    same person

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  7. erm.... about politics, maybe not only influence from kee hee but the whole group of all of us, as well as our idol... he is the real one who makes me feel that politics is indeed a major part of the society, which holds so much power to affect every society in such a great scale....

    this is a very different for us, especially for you and others who are going to leave this year... cherish each and every seconds left here! hence must eat more nasi lemak, bak kut teh and roti canai ya !! ^@^

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